Moonlit scribbles

Ah, the bad luck premonition syndrome kicks in, as usual, and today's target was my handphone and my reputation. Ahh, that stupid SBS bus. my phone slid down and i stepped on it. So what happens to an expensive mirror when it is stepped upon? Major scratches, duh. And then jang came to tell me about someone, someone who has always been telling lies. I gave up on that person. The whole class gave up on that person. And today morning, I've just given up hope on another person. The fakeness scares me. The moment the teacher enters the class, that person totally changed into some commander. Before that, that person was just using his/her com. Shall not mention names, shall not flame anyone, because I am reminded I have to 'look after' my reputation.

My reputation is nothing. I don't care whatever happens if I get punished. I care about what will other people linked to me will become. It irks me to carry so much responsibility, but it is too alluring. Council work is screwing all of us up, but I seem to be enjoying all this crap. As usual right?

NTU was quite bad. I hate going there nowadays. It takes one hour just to get home. And what do I get at the end of the day? Nothing.

I like german, because then few people understand me. It's like a small hole in which I can hide behind into. Some ask me why I learn german, looking back, I know why.


You do realise that i was using the computer because i had to settle some stuff with shuhui before she left right?
anyways just say my name if you feel that way about me. it'll make me feel much better.

Reiko  


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